i have the same fucking problem like u... Stay proud comrade..
life sux but hey in some years we're all dead in anyway so who carez? shit on it.. ;D
http://www.volkermord.com/music/Jew%20Slaughter%20-%20Alcoholocaust/Jew%20Slaughter%20-%20Alcoholocaust%20-%2007%20-%20Jew%20Slaughter%20Whore.mp3
listen this makes me happy lol