Posted August 29, 200618 yr Ive had two relationships on the internet, and I have tried to have two whilst at summer camp. But all failed. Here is the story The first internet girlfriend, Christina, lives near Charlotte, North *****ina. She is a fat goth girl. I loved her anyway, and she claimed to have loved me in return. I know what youre going to say, its the internet, but that is beside the point, I felt love for her. Anyway, in March, she told me she didnt love me anymore, and then in April, we broke up. Her current boyfriend, which according to her, she got together with 3 weeks after we broke up, is in England. My second, a girl named Alana, lives in Morehead City, NC. She also claimed to love me, and all other kinds of thing. She told me I was her first boyfriend, but thats not the case. During our relationship, she had a real boyfriend. I found this out just a couple of days ago. At camp, during a trip to the Biltmore Estate, I jokingly hit on a girl. She would later make up lies about me and spread them around, along with one of my cabin mates. This ruined my chances with Sabrina, a 17yr old girl from Raleigh, and possibly Sydney, a 15yr old girl from Charlotte. So, case in point, I yearn to be loved and to love, but everytime I try to have a girlfriend, online or in real life, even if I just treat the girl as a friend, I get screwed over. Now seriously, and I mean seriously, is suicide the solution? I feel that my life is going absolutely nowhere, and I will be alone for the rest of my life. My mom's .22 pistol is just across the room from me. http://boards.gamefaqs.com/gfaqs/genmessage.php?board=916087&topic=29805181
August 29, 200618 yr But a 250 pound goth girl wont have me, who will? rifk he fails at life in so many ways.
August 29, 200618 yr i lol'd. a lot. especially about the .22 for christ sake, get a 12 gauge and do the job right
August 30, 200618 yr Best advice on suicide : Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. ;D
August 30, 200618 yr wow..you guys are so cold. I would hate to see the future if this is what all adults will be like. Maybe I should take a 12 guage right now and do the job right!:wow:
