I haven't had an internet problem since I stopped gaming(you can only browse so many websites...)

 

 

I don't plan to cut down on my alcohol use per se, but I definately wish less of my money was going that way....

 

 

I'm not changing, maybe you are, this post brings nothing to the table.

Change, we all want it sometimes in our lives. Listen you know the problem, your addressing the problem. Now stick with the solution. You should be fine.

EyeReesh;414853']Cause life is a game that no one wins,

But you deserve a headstart the way your life's goin'

So throw in the towel cause your life ain't shit

No take that towel and hang yourself with it

Life's short and hard like a body-building elf

So save the planet and kill yourself

If you're feeling down-and-out with what your life's all about

Lift your head up high and blow your brains out

 

What a crock of bullshit, suck a dick

And this post does bring something to the table

 

Its a common thing........... but its just annoying that hes left for a month! (but im betting it wont last)

I wouldnt be surprised if this was some scam to get us to confess that we are huge nerds, but here is my story.

 

I used to spend too much time on the internet about a year ago.

I still do occasionally. I also had a sleeping disorder. One reason was

that a drank loads of caffeine day and night. Sometimes I had hardly

any sleep for a few days sometimes a slept through the whole day

and woke up at night.

 

This was one fase of my life, another one before that was when I was about

20 years old, about 7 years ago, and I worked smalltime jobs in the day so I

could go to bars and get drunk at night.

 

At the moment Im in the final year of my Master business economics. So a dont

have very much time, in the weekends i sometimes go out in amsterdam with friends

 

the end

i don't understand the whole cutting oneself off from activities you enjoy. the issue is regulating when and where it's appropriate, not whether or not to do it.

 

anyway, about changing yourself i can understand why you would want to but it's a babysteps kinda thing i would assume. i guess the most important thing is that it's YOU that's decided to change which makes it that much more valid, but i honestly don't think it's worth trying to make a huge change all at once...

 

one thing that seems to have an impact on me for reasons beyond my comprehension is music. for a while i was on pills and drinking and smoking pot for no reason but to get into another state of mind when i was bored. it never really got out of control because i caught myself before it became an issue and i still do drink and smoke once in a very long while but only with friends, and if you're looking for an opinion i'd say if you have to get fucked up, do it with friends. and less often.

 

 

i'm probably just repeating the shit a million other people have said but i figure it's still worth saying, and at the same time contradicting myself and saying MAKE YOUR OWN DECISIONS IN LIFE

d0wn;413557']wuddup to teh m3n

 

probably shoulda posted this in private forums, but im gunna go out on a limb on this one and assume that there is some intelligence out here ;)

 

my life has come to the point where i KNOW i need to make some changes, and if i dont, i'm not gunna end up where i truly want to be. i'm not saying that myg0t is a big part of it, because its not, but i do realize that it is a small fraction of the problem... not myg0t itself, but just the whole internet thing in general; i've really started to consciously notice lately that im on the computer waaaay more than i should be, and going in patterns: check one site, check this, check that, play a game, and then start all over, hours get eaten up like minutes and its no worse than any sort of drug addiction. this eats so much of my time, that i could be using on much more productive things like making money, chilling with my real friends, shit just about anything... reading a book would be ten times more productive then surfing though hotlinks for 4 hours a day...

 

on top of this my job sucks and i can make barely enough money to keep my car on the road, let alone have my own place (which i dont)

 

booze and drugs are probably the biggest of the worries, as i drink as much and as often as possible, often ending up in shit that i really dont need to be in. i've almost lost my life to these habbits, and on multiple occasions almost lost my freedom, not to mention friends ive fucked over countless times.

 

 

im 21 years old and its time to think about more important things. my future, education, family, girlfriend, employment and all the REAL WORLD things.

 

i've come to the decision that im gunna try not drinkin or anything like that (well besides the ciggerettes...) for a month, im also ripping the internet connection out for the same amount of time, im gunna start hunting for a full time legitment job that will get me some real money... and take some time to SMELL TEH ROSEZ. im thinkin this will make me feel 100times better about this whole "life" thang.

 

 

maybe im havin a midlife crisis early or somethin, lol, i dunno, but i just have this overwealming urge to CHANGE. its not like im depressed or anyhting near that, its just i sometimes get the feeling im not living up to my potential.

 

 

 

change...

 

 

 

anyone else have any idea what im talking about? anyone else have similar thoughts. im very interested to see what some of the older members have to say about this topic, i know you guys are out there

 

go ahead share, i promise i wont think less of you if you dont post a picture of hitler fucking a dog in the ass.

 

 

 

I'm posting this to hopefully stir some honest and truthful posts out of this place. i know myg0t is all about pissing people off in games, and i also know that 90% of this forum consists of tranny pics, and retarded attempts at acting nazi e-cool; and thats one thing, its all in good fun, but the fact is for every user on these boards, they're just, for the most part, normal people behind there screens...althgouht im sure some of you cunts are actually just really fucked up...hahaha..... which is also all good, as long as you happy dawg.

 

 

 

so i guess this thread is for anyone that is literiate, thinks, and has things to say, i know you are out there somewhere...

 

bring it on

 

 

Yea, I thought about this too a while back. Im 17, No job, Gotta take Drivers Ed. I blew off Drivers Ed to play CS and Halo and Shit. Then I noticed that I cant stay on a Computer Forever. So I cut my Time down. I think alot of people here are gonna find this out sooner or Later.

100% OF PEOPLE IN THIS THREAD HAVE FAILED AT THE INTERNET.

BUTT_PLUG;414289']good luck d0wn..j00 R m3n.

 

i did get divorced because of the internets. i used to fuck my wife, spew in her hole and immediately go to my computer and start raging games. i didn't have time to cuddle. i used to ride my ATV's all the time during the 90's.....i was introduced to the internets and lost most of my friends.

 

i joined a band during the summer and it's taking up most of my time. learning new tunes/band practice and starting to gig soon. getting out in the real world is strange man...been away from it for too long.

 

 

MMORPG games are a huge waste of time. i was playing Silkroad online with r00t, h4x, d3, r4iney, v0dka etc. what a fuckfest of online addiction that bullshit is/was. i stopped working cuz of that shit game. the only way i would get back into that is if i weighed 300+ lbs, had no dick and a pizza face too boot AND A BOT.

had some good times in MA with d3, h4x and others...that's always fun for a laff.

 

i can only imagine how addicting/no life WoW is.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i'm sure he fucked this dog behind locked doors

http://theseoultimes.com/ST/db2/images/1618-20050318092430.jpg

 

Quitting WoW literally carries withdrawal symptoms for about a week, but it's one of the best things i've ever done.

I feel the same, although I'm only 14!

I'm on the pc way too much, but what else is there to do?

Life is shit boring sometimes. You're 21 right? Why don't you go out with your friends to places, go travel somewhere or something.

You have freedom, use it.

100% OF PEOPLE IN THIS THREAD HAVE FAILED AT THE INTERNET.

 

You sir are also in this thread.

EyeReesh;414271']I made no mention of myg0t or myg0ts' date=' only the forums dipshit. Take a good look at how many posts you have, and when you registered on these forums. Juxtapose that with my information. I don't post on these forums that much, and that is mostly because these forums are filled with complete morons. Trying to find intellectuals here is like trying to find cleavage at a nunnery.[/quote']

 

Total Posts: 2,017 (3.20 posts per day)

 

Because it takes forever to post about 3 posts a day or so, right? :drool2: :drool2:

 

Of course there are people who actually have half a brain, it's called "trolling", dumbass. They're not that dumb irl rofl

I quit video games (all of them) and I realized just how much time there is in a day, and how boring it is.

 

Being addicted to video games is far better than pacing around your house all day (or after work/school).

 

I mean I go out with my friends and stuff IRL, it's usually less entertaining than raging people in AO or CS

thank you

 

SHUT YOUR UGLY FACE UP YOU ***GOT NO ONE LIKES YOU DIE YOU FUCKING HOMO

rifk. damn down ur really serious about this shit. Go for it and if all else fails, just come back. But if you really make an effort i think you'll be suprised at how easy it is.

That September was unseasonably cold, and the red Alabama earth was hard as asphalt. Donny and his dad and gramps had to wear an extra jacket, but as a family of hunting enthusiasts, a bit of cold was more refreshing than uncomfortable. Donny's dad had a look on his face that was uncharacteristically somber, the thin lines that were so often pulled into smiles hung sadly like a bulldog's jowels. No matter, Donny kept up a decent conversation with gramps.

The speed of their walk was a bit slow because gramps had been in a car struck by a train. His left leg was entirely useless but he refused the indignity of amputation. He would lean into his right leg and then swing his hip so that the left leg would go forward, and then lean on it to swing the right leg, and on and on. One of the things that Donny most admired about his grandfather was his old world stubbornness.

As they approached the forest of thin trees quivering with sick anticipation, Donny asked, "Where's grandma? She likes to take walks like this."

"Well, Donny, what we gotta do out here today is man stuff. You left the house a boy, Donny, you're gonna come back a man. Ain't that right, Ray?" He looked to Donny's father, who gave a somber nod of consent.

They approached a well-kept shed that Donny hadn't ever really noticed before. He had always figured that it kept extra rope and gutting knives for the deer.

Even with his limp, gramps got to the shed first. He opened it up and turned on the little kerosene lamp within. There was enough room for the three of them to fit comfortably, but not quite luxuriently.

As gramps begin to undo his belt, he said, "Well, let's get to it then."

Donny looked up at his grandfather, at this monolithic hero, with confusion.

"Well, drop your britches boy."

He looked to his father who, with a calm but firm tone told said, "Do what grandpa tells you."

With the frightened discipline of a reluctant soldier, Donny unbuttoned his overalls and felt as the few little hairs on his thighs stood at attention to the cold.

Grandpa, his britches had been dropped as well, took his cold calloussed hand gently against the back of Donny's neck and pushed him into a leaning position against a table. Ray, Donny's dad, arms folded.

As the vile act played itself out, as the sacred hollows within him were made impure, he began to scream. That thick, calloused hand was placed over Donny's mouth as his grandfather leaned in. Donny looked again to his father, whose own eyes were teary with the memories of that grainy hand against his own mouth. "Relax, boy, it hurts more if you fight it. Here, I'll give you a little present."

With his other hand, cold from the September air, he began to run the head of Donny's penis. He hated himself for what was being done to him, he hated his penis, that most trustworthy friend, for so easily obeying his grandfather's touch. In moments, Donny felt, he would die.

And then the oddest thoughts came into his mind. Thoughts of great armored soldiers, like the ones he'd seen in his ancient history books running in and saving him. He thought of Gandalf the Grey and how if he were there, this atrocity would be irrelevant. And as the divine world of fantasy surrounded him, he relaxed, and his grandfather's body seized - once - twice - three times. As Donny heard the sound of dripping on the cold cement below them, his grandfather patted him on the head.

Donny's grandpa stepped back, pulling his pants back up as Donny shivered, bare and cold against the table. His father looked somberly onward as grandpa said to him, "Well, Ray, he ain't a man yet."

 

And again, Donny felt a cold, calloused hand against the back of his neck.

I have alot more respect for the members and some regulars after reading this thread. I realized the same thing about 4 months ago when i moved out to bc, and couldnt even afford internet. Still havent gotten the net hooked up at my duplex ( im using it at work every once in a while ) and ive realized how much time i wasted on it. So i guess im just saying its a really good idea to take a break like you are doing, you'll realize there are far more important things in life.

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