May 8, 200717 yr I do consider running away time to time, but the planning is the fun part. I would pretend to be dumb and not wipe the history and on mapquest make it go to some random place. I would also call that random place on my cell and home phone allot prior. And, i am fast on a bike, so i could cover lots of ground in a night.
May 8, 200717 yr Some things in life are bad, They can really make you mad, Other things just make you swear and curse, When you're chewing life's gristle, Don't grumble, Give a whistle And this'll help things turn out for the best. And... Always look on the bright side of life. [whistle] Always look on the light side of life. [whistle] If life seems jolly rotten, There's something you've forgotten, And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing. When you're feeling in the dumps, Don't be silly chumps. Just purse your lips and whistle. That's the thing. And... Always look on the bright side of life. [whistle] Always look on the right side of life, [whistle] For life is quite absurd And death's the final word. You must always face the curtain with a bow. Forget about your sin. Give the audience a grin. Enjoy it. It's your last chance, anyhow. So,... Always look on the bright side of death, [whistle] Just before you draw your terminal breath. [whistle] Life's a piece of shit, When you look at it. Life's a laugh and death's a joke it's true. You'll see it's all a show. Keep 'em laughing as you go. Just remember that the last laugh is on you. And... Always look on the bright side of life. Always look on the right side of life. [whistle]
May 8, 200717 yr I do consider running away time to time, but the planning is the fun part. I would pretend to be dumb and not wipe the history and on mapquest make it go to some random place. I would also call that random place on my cell and home phone allot prior. And, i am fast on a bike, so i could cover lots of ground in a night. hes not in middle school like you
May 8, 200717 yr Geesus;472651']hes not in middle school like you who said i was in middle school but truthfully, i do conspire to run away sometimes
May 8, 200717 yr Geesus;472651']hes not in middle school like you Qft I know this chick that ended up here http://www.oakgov.com/childvil/ in 8th grade.
May 8, 200717 yr BECOME AN HERO, AMIRITE? </***goty 4chan trolling> I see where you're coming from when you posted that post those months ago. While I'm certainly no pro at being an adult, I'll try to offer some sort of advice. I'm sorry to hear about that car crash. It truly sucks. I can see why you take the happy pills, but I honestly think they are a crock of crap. An artificial, temporary reprive of depression is nothing. It's like drinking until you pass out or doing drugs until you can't remember 2 days prior. It doesn't truly solve antyhing. You just have to take things one step at a time. You mention pot. When I was depressed and smoked, it just put me in a do-nothing, feel-nothing mood. It didn't help, and when I came down, it was back. No real advantage there. It's not to say it won't work, but I'd be a bit skeptical. Also, munchies are killer when depressed and high. Just try to take it one thing at a time. It may not be easy to make a sort of priority list, but it's worth a shot. That seems to be the easiest way to get things done. Don't look too far ahead or behind. Just try to keep in the now. College... The place for stupid people like me. It's certainly not easy, so get any sort of illusion of that out of your head immediately. if you plan on just doing college work all the time, you can have a heavier semester. If you plan on working, you should probably go only about minimum for full time. If you can go to college and stay at home, by all means, do it. For the most part, free room and board, free food, and (hopefully) a caring environment. you don't have to worry about what bills get paid when, what douche took your stuff, etc. Not to mention, if you strike out on your own or go to a dorm, that's a huge expense on your shoulders. Living at home also helps ease into responsibilities. I hope this helps you some. good luck. PM for more info... or something like that.
May 8, 200717 yr when i was like 8 or something, i was on the floor .. on my back, trying to see my asshole.. and i was sucking air in with my asshole.. and farting it out.. when my brother walked in on me.. and i lost control of my stomach and a fucking turd popped out and landed on my chest
May 8, 200717 yr One thing i should've mentioned in my original post: I graduated in 2000 and i know for a fact that in different cities and schools and years there are more "hurdles" you have to face. My school had a little over over 600 students. 9, 10, 11, and 12th grade total. And when i moved to Georgia and found out most schools had over 1000 students for 3 grades i shit myself. So my opinion that i posted is just my opinion, and what i experienced when i was growing up. Being one of the older people here (except for maybe 5 or 6 others) i hope my post wasnt too harsh, but i honestly think someone closer to your age and having to deal with what you deal with can give you better guidance. thats nothing. my school has 2000 for 4 grades
May 8, 200717 yr depression pills are more like a cushion to soften your falls. they don't solve it, they just help ease it. you gotta deal with the shit on your own. look to yourself for the answers. quit being a bitch and relying on something else to fix your shit. and if you're depressed with things going your way, then your gf must give shitty head and/or have braces.
May 8, 200717 yr It's called puberty. Soon you'll have hair growing on your balls and you'll be jacking off in school bathrooms. Its normal we all went through it. Seriously though you're 17, sucks your friend died I've had 2 OD myself but its life. At 17 you're too young to be depressed. It's all in your head. Life&love life dude.
May 8, 200717 yr It's called puberty. Soon you'll have hair growing on your balls and you'll be jacking off in school bathrooms. Its normal we all went through it. speak for yourself about jacking off in the school bathrooms. i waited til i got home.
May 8, 200717 yr speak for yourself about jacking off in the school bathrooms. i waited til i got home. I personally never have, but that's what I mean. Do something different. :)
May 8, 200717 yr this thread hasnt delivered yet which sucks and all ive seen are bitchy posts about depression or something, but i heard suicide is the best help you could receive for something like this k?
May 8, 200717 yr Author depression pills are more like a cushion to soften your falls. they don't solve it, they just help ease it. you gotta deal with the shit on your own. look to yourself for the answers. quit being a bitch and relying on something else to fix your shit. and if you're depressed with things going your way, then your gf must give shitty head and/or have braces. rifk. Neither. She gives good head and has perfectly aligned teeth without the help of braces. :O I know! Amazing! Thanks everyone for the positive feedback, I'm going to get out today with a fucking positive outlook on life and curb stomp myself some ******s today. :D
May 8, 200717 yr this whole depression is genetics is the biggest scam ever and i cant beleive people are falling for it!!! Pharmaceutical companys are relentless when it comes to selling drugs, they are one of the largest grossing buisnesses out there, and they are based on Science so every motherfucker believes them, unfourtanatly they pass so much shit off as TRUTH, when they are just lieing to make the extra 32 million off of the american public. Depression is not heriditary at all, dont beleive this shit, because the doctors have told you it is, it makes it alot easier for you to accept paying huge ammounts for placebos. Depression is a chemical imbalance HOWEVER it is not a permanent one, Doctors explain it like it is something permanent. IT IS NOT. DO NOT BELEIVE THE EVIL PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANYS. Also watch my movie about 9/11 called "Loose Change"
May 8, 200717 yr d0wn;472628']just chill out' date=' dont worry about shit so much. life's a bitch for everyone. but dont take it too seriously, no one gets out of it alive ;)[/quote'] qft
May 8, 200717 yr Being suicidal is the best thing ever. You're free to do whatever you want to do. Join the army and get to Iraq, I'm sure you'll end up dead. Join the Royal Air Force and crash some fat jet. Last friday i was on 30mg Valium (diazepam), don't know if you know, but its a strong painkiller only available on prescription. A normal dosage would be 5 mg. I was pretty fucked as it was, then i went to a party and downed 2 pints of stella and some vodka shots. Mixing these two is verrryyy dangerous. I blacked out the whole night (remember nothing) except waking up at my friends house. I could have died. And you know what? I don't give a fuck.:wow: :wow:
May 8, 200717 yr Being suicidal is the best thing ever. You're free to do whatever you want to do. Join the army and get to Iraq, I'm sure you'll end up dead. Join the Royal Air Force and crash some fat jet. Last friday i was on 30mg Valium (diazepam), don't know if you know, but its a strong painkiller only available on prescription. A normal dosage would be 5 mg. I was pretty fucked as it was, then i went to a party and downed 2 pints of stella and some vodka shots. Mixing these two is verrryyy dangerous. I blacked out the whole night (remember nothing) except waking up at my friends house. I could have died. And you know what? I don't give a fuck.:wow: :wow: thats not being suicidal youre just retarded
May 8, 200717 yr my personal philosophy is not to worry about death. it will come eventually, as it does for all living things. when i was younger i had to shift my thinking from "i don't want to die" and sometimes "i wish it would end now" to "i'm glad to be alive". now when people ask me how i am, i say "i'm still alive so i can't complain too much". some people find this response distirbing, so it's always fun to watch. this is how i got over my suicidal/depressed period of my younger years. btw, prozac is awesome, besides the random twitching it causes. adulthood: save as much money as you can while you don't have to pay for anything, it sucks having to sleep with your 50 year old landlord becuase you can't make rent
May 8, 200717 yr thats not being suicidal youre just retarded naa i do crazy shit, like i wont purposely kill myself, but i'll do stuff not caring whether i die or not. best way boi. mental shitt
May 8, 200717 yr Smoke weed. Take up some kickboxing. Get yourself into a couple smoker fights (exhibitions) and you will be clear of depression in none time at all. Take time to think if college is what you want (do you know what you're going to be sitting in a class for?) We're not entirely an agricultural society now so the college degree means jack shit, just starts you off at 30k a year. That slip of paper the college sells does not set you apart from the pack anymore.
May 8, 200717 yr Author oxymoron wouldn't you say? Not everyone becomes completely comastose when they smoke pot.
