May 8, 200717 yr Not everyone becomes completely comastose when they smoke pot. fail at using complicated words
May 8, 200717 yr sonofsatan1, if your attempting to rage your failing badly. If this is your actual opinion on suicide and people who are suicidal then your mixing up having no regard for your own health and wanting to die. naa i do crazy shit, like i wont purposely kill myself, but i'll do stuff not caring whether i die or not. best way boi. mental shitt Just reading that makes me think your a prick. But please tell me what you do that is crazy? Tell me why you do it, and dont say thrills.. because theres better ways than drinking and doing meds to get shit faced. Last friday i was on 30mg Valium (diazepam), don't know if you know, but its a strong painkiller only available on prescription. A normal dosage would be 5 mg. I was pretty fucked as it was, then i went to a party and downed 2 pints of stella and some vodka shots. Mixing these two is verrryyy dangerous. I blacked out the whole night (remember nothing) except waking up at my friends house. I could have died. Ive been so paraletic ive woke up in a 2inch deep bath filled with cold water, naked, with 3empty pint bottles floating in the water, with a stick of salami at my feet. I woke because somehow I went from a bar in the town ended up in my mothers house miles away.. She woke me up in the bath. That was 2 years ago. All ive found is that getting wrote off and smashed up is funny to look back on now but at the time it sucks ass. I didnt want to get that bad. What confuses me is why you think being suicidal is cool. You think its crazy-ee with extra e's on the end. Go get fucked if its so cool. EDIT: Oh yea, say raged if you want. Because it is people like you that fuck me off. Wasters.
May 8, 200717 yr tl;dr. But anyways go to the gym more. If you exercise a lot it's impossible to be depressed, it's just in the nature of your body. Also I'd suggest joining the military, it'll give you a struggle to survive which most of us lack (which is why most of us feel like we have empty lives, no fight to live = no reason to live)
May 8, 200717 yr sonofsatan1, if your attempting to rage your failing badly. If this is your actual opinion on suicide and people who are suicidal then your mixing up having no regard for your own health and wanting to die. no attempt at rage but seems as if some rage has been received. yes i have no regard for my health, if someone told me now they were gonna kill me i wouldn't give a shit and just let them do it. Just reading that makes me think your a prick. But please tell me what you do that is crazy? Tell me why you do it, and dont say thrills.. because theres better ways than drinking and doing meds to get shit faced. OD'ing all time. Speeding to fucked up speeds, joy riding, getting into mental ass fights. Ive been so paraletic ive woke up in a 2inch deep bath filled with cold water, naked, with 3empty pint bottles floating in the water, with a stick of salami at my feet. I woke because somehow I went from a bar in the town ended up in my mothers house miles away.. She woke me up in the bath. That was 2 years ago. All ive found is that getting wrote off and smashed up is funny to look back on now but at the time it sucks ass. I didnt want to get that bad. Congratulations. What confuses me is why you think being suicidal is cool. You think its crazy-ee with extra e's on the end. Go get fucked if its so cool. EDIT: Oh yea, say raged if you want. Because it is people like you that fuck me off. Wasters. Being suicidial sets you free. Its like when your parents die. There is no more pressure on you, no one to tell you what to do. You are in control, and u can fuck anyone you want over without worrying about the consequences. d0wn;472822']my estimation of sonofsatan's age is 13-14 years old. how close am i? wayyy offf, i can type coherent sentences if you haven't noticed. Also i thought you were giving up the internets? http://forums.myg0t.com/showthread.php?t=34192
May 8, 200717 yr let me say this ... antidepressants are hard to come off , it fucked with my sex life, and you have to ween off them you cant just quit them cold turkey...takes at least 6 weeks to get your mind back.. been taking seroquel 25 mg at night helps me sleep...:naughtyd:
May 8, 200717 yr Author fail at using complicated words Oh snap, I accidentally mixed the s and the t. let me say this ... antidepressants are hard to come off , it fucked with my sex life, and you have to ween off them you cant just quit them cold turkey...takes at least 6 weeks to get your mind back.. been taking seroquel 25 mg at night helps me sleep...:naughtyd: I was going to mention that, but I thought I was alone in that issue...
May 9, 200717 yr Being suicidal is the best thing ever. You're free to do whatever you want to do. Join the army and get to Iraq, I'm sure you'll end up dead. Join the Royal Air Force and crash some fat jet. Last friday i was on 30mg Valium (diazepam), don't know if you know, but its a strong painkiller only available on prescription. A normal dosage would be 5 mg. I was pretty fucked as it was, then i went to a party and downed 2 pints of stella and some vodka shots. Mixing these two is verrryyy dangerous. I blacked out the whole night (remember nothing) except waking up at my friends house. I could have died. And you know what? I don't give a fuck.:wow: :wow: thats just called partying
May 9, 200717 yr Do a sport, the best thing ever for you body. A natural high that feels great. Go swim a few laps, get a bike and explore a park. In my opinion you just need to stimulate your mind in an active way. If you went to an art show, it would not fucking help, nor would it to run a marathon. Exploration and stimulation of the body and mind work the best. You get all three if you are on a bike in the park, you get stimulation of the body with swimming without working hard. Oh oh here is a good one. To stimulate your mind, look at your hand. Think to yourself "This is my hand" then close it . Ponder to yourself how you can control your hand (works better for me if i open my hand). Even though we wall know the brain sends information to our hand, how does it happen. Then try to move a body part you don't have, like a 3rd leg. PAINTBALL FTW, Gets your anger out. How many people can you shoot and not get into trouble? Also Football.
May 9, 200717 yr Being suicidal is the best thing ever. You're free to do whatever you want to do. Join the army and get to Iraq, I'm sure you'll end up dead. Join the Royal Air Force and crash some fat jet. Last friday i was on 30mg Valium (diazepam), don't know if you know, but its a strong painkiller only available on prescription. A normal dosage would be 5 mg. I was pretty fucked as it was, then i went to a party and downed 2 pints of stella and some vodka shots. Mixing these two is verrryyy dangerous. I blacked out the whole night (remember nothing) except waking up at my friends house. I could have died. And you know what? I don't give a fuck.:wow: :wow: if you cant remember anything howcome you remember the stellas? ^^ also a 30mg dosage of valium would probably be fatal unless you had built it up + the alcohol. donate your body to science.
May 9, 200717 yr if you cant remember anything howcome you remember the stellas? ^^ also a 30mg dosage of valium would probably be fatal unless you had built it up + the alcohol. donate your body to science. stellas before i blacked out i had dosed 5 mg the day before no i carry a card saying i never want my body used for anything donated to anyone etc...
May 9, 200717 yr Back in my school days I went through major stress, mainly because of romance, but things unfold over time and get a lot better i guess. weeds great for making yourself feel good, but the after effects might fuck with the mind if you're already stressed.
May 9, 200717 yr stellas before i blacked out i had dosed 5 mg the day before no i carry a card saying i never want my body used for anything donated to anyone etc... 5mg is not enough, my grandad is a doctor, in order for you to survive on a 30mg dose you would need to have built it up over about 3 months before even considering 30mg, 30mg with alcohol would probably just stop you from breathing unless your a fatty. also depending on how you took it and what you took, besicaly. if your thin took 30mg and where drinking, took the normal tabs instead of the time release...well - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diazepam#Dosage edit: i take back everything i have said, it is possible yet, it presume it was dangerous from reading that wiki page also im drunk so my medical knowhow at this point in time is blurry.
May 9, 200717 yr 5mg is not enough, my grandad is a doctor, in order for you to survive on a 30mg dose you would need to have built it up over about 3 months before even considering 30mg, 30mg with alcohol would probably just stop you from breathing unless your a fatty. also depending on how you took it and what you took, besicaly. if your thin took 30mg and where drinking, took the normal tabs instead of the time release...well - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diazepam#Dosage edit: i take back everything i have said, it is possible yet, it presume it was dangerous from reading that wiki page also im drunk so my medical knowhow at this point in time is blurry. lol i know its very dangerous i weigh 61 kg so pretty light, i was popping them all day at school 5mg at a time. so 10mg morning 7:00 am 5mg 9:00am 10mg 12:00 am 5mg 5:00 pm alcohol intake 2 stellas and vodka shots 9:00 pm more alcohol during the night but i don't remember how much + where blacked out from 9:30pm - 6:00am woke in mates house felt like shit probs reallly bad for me plus nice one on gettin drunk i'm stuck on cigs :(
May 10, 200717 yr after 10 years after being diagnosed a severe manic/psychotic depressive / bi-polar, and seeing countless amounts of psychologists/psychiatrists, being institutionalized, being on every possible medication there is, i will say that the only thing that will save u is yourself ^_^ find something you like to do, keep yourself busy...that or abuse drugs like crazy (seems to work for me :sly: ) we're just like rabbits, here to fuck an reproduce...except we decided to do it in style with all the extras (we dont live in holes we live in houses instead &_&)...so just eat ur fuckin carrot and fuck lil bessie 24/7 and shit wherever you please...cause in 20+ years youre gonna be dead liek OW MAN SHIBBENS OUT
May 10, 200717 yr Being suicidal is the best thing ever. You're free to do whatever you want to do. Join the army and get to Iraq, I'm sure you'll end up dead. Join the Royal Air Force and crash some fat jet. Last friday i was on 30mg Valium (diazepam), don't know if you know, but its a strong painkiller only available on prescription. A normal dosage would be 5 mg. I was pretty fucked as it was, then i went to a party and downed 2 pints of stella and some vodka shots. Mixing these two is verrryyy dangerous. I blacked out the whole night (remember nothing) except waking up at my friends house. I could have died. And you know what? I don't give a fuck.:wow: :wow: That's just so wrong in so many ways. Completely wrong way to look at it, I can justify shit from a way different perspective. I'm not going to lie, I think I have thought of suicide every day (which is weird considering I think I'm happy) but I would never go through with it because I will always have something to live for, and that is mindless self indulgence(not the band lol). If suicide seriously ever became a serious option in my mind I would steal $500 and run the fuck away, get my ass to Jamaica or somewhere tropical and just fucking live with no commitments. There is always something to live for, even if it is less noble than you would like (sex, drugs, and rock and roll lol not that family bullshit.).
May 10, 200717 yr That's just so wrong in so many ways. Completely wrong way to look at it, I can justify shit from a way different perspective. I'm not going to lie, I think I have thought of suicide every day (which is weird considering I think I'm happy) but I would never go through with it because I will always have something to live for, and that is mindless self indulgence(not the band lol). If suicide seriously ever became a serious option in my mind I would steal $500 and run the fuck away, get my ass to Jamaica or somewhere tropical and just fucking live with no commitments. There is always something to live for, even if it is less noble than you would like (sex, drugs, and rock and roll lol not that family bullshit.). lol, you make it sound like your life is a valuable thing btw:the drugs sex and rock n roll are there to postpone killin urself ^_^
May 10, 200717 yr shibby;473236']lol, you make it sound like your life is a valuable thing btw:the drugs sex and rock n roll are there to postpone killin urself ^_^ A.) Positive thinking doesn't hurt B.) I've come to terms with the fact that I'm worthless. C.) Being able to accept anything is a repressed form of believing in an afterlife. D.) They are there to postpone killing yourself. Can't they postpone you untill you die naturally (or of accidental overdose, whichever comes first).
May 10, 200717 yr A.) Positive thinking doesn't hurt B.) I've come to terms with the fact that I'm worthless. C.) Being able to accept anything is a repressed form of believing in an afterlife. D.) They are there to postpone killing yourself. Can't they postpone you untill you die naturally (or of accidental overdose, whichever comes first). -positive thinking is a delusion like religion -if by afterlife you mean secluded 2ftx6ft box 6ft under with a little plaque saying your name ok -theres not enough drugs sex and rock n roll to keep u going for life, nor will it be the same after years and years of abuse
May 10, 200717 yr shibby;473239']-positive thinking is a delusion like religion -if by afterlife you mean secluded 2ftx6ft box 6ft under with a little plaque saying your name ok -theres not enough drugs sex and rock n roll to keep u going for life, nor will it be the same after years and years of abuse Well, if your going to kill yourself, I think there's nothing wrong with a little delusion. :) I meant that everyone I've known who seems to be able to "accept anything" really secretly believes in god, reincarnation, etc. You got me there but when they lose their zing I would say start helping people, doing simple things that make you feel productive (go back to school, community college, stable job, etc.) Everyone loves being needed/positive attention. And if that's really not enough maybe suicide is an option. And it might sound like it but I'm not an optimist by an standards lol, just tryin about of that delusion.
May 10, 200717 yr Do something exciting, like see just how fast your car can go (my limiter kicks in at 120MPH) and then start lane splitting. Lane splitting in a Mazda 6 = quite a rush.
