Posted March 11, 200520 yr I fucking hate my life fucking hate it so much. I know people have it worst than me. SHIT this sucks i have friends and shit, But i get deppresed for no reason. I can't sleep for shit Im always fucking tired in a shitty mood and this girl that i fucking love plays fucking mind games with me. i know she doesnt give a shit about me and it would make no fucking difference if i died tomorow. me in the other hand i would fucking die for her. Im too much of a coward to fucking tell her that i love her. i get nervous angry borderline pshycothic for no reason at work. somedays its ok. but most of the time its a shit life. i fucking get high now i never wanted to do drugs but its the only thing that gets me by. shit this girl in love with wow wtf girls dont want nice guys they want fucking assholes and want to be treated like shit fuck this world fuck you fuck me i fucking hate everyone even me im too much of a coward to kill myself now i go on everyday with this little hope that i have with her even though i know its never going to happen because she doesnt care. im not fucking bad looking at all i get compliments from other girls i dont fucking feel like talking about this to anybody so im posting it here sometimes i come home feeling like shit so ill go on cs and try go fucking make other peoples time misserable by cheating and crap i usually do a good job of it but it doesnt make me feel good for long i thing i know for sure is if i fucking go im going to fucking waste every fucking person in sight i fucking hate people everybody is scum i trust my friends but this isnt something they can help me with, im going to fucking go pshyco one day. ill fucking kill as many as i can with my bare hands until i am dead. fuck it if someone came up to and said your life will end today it would be the best day of my life. nobody ever gives a shit nobody ever will if they do it wont last for long love and romance is only in movies and books as soon as something better comes along for them they will fucking stab you in the back and leave you for it. fucking give me enough confidence to kill my self thanks.
March 11, 200520 yr stop being a little pussy and suck it up. Join the U.S. military and take out your anger on Terrorists or travel and see the world while you serve your country. If you do die in combat while outposted in Iraq (and thats IF) at least you are doing something good for your country rather then committing suicide like a fucking loser. And get off the drugs.
March 11, 200520 yr Author stfu im fucking not dying by myself i already came to that fucking conclusion although that military idea seems very fucking good right now im going to try to talk to this girl tomorow sick of her bullshit i fucking wont sleep tonight for sure gotta get up in 8 hours so if it all goes to hell im just gonna try to join the military or something i dont know then kill some fucks. wow fucking military seems good my life is shit anyways what do you need to get into the army? and dont fucking call me emo you dipshit i fucking despise emo this is my fucking thread so fuck you nigger. your one worded insults are fucking borderline retarded. go to hell ill fucking join you soon enough
March 11, 200520 yr why would a girl like a fucking sicko crazy like you. change your train of thought you fucking goth and you might get some ass.
March 11, 200520 yr So.. you think joining a counter strike forum and going to there flame thread, then writing a bunch of shit (That I didint care to read) is going to help? no. what helps is you going to the nearest bridge and jumping face first off it. :-)
March 11, 200520 yr buy an automatic rifle and kill urself infront of kindergarterners so that way the ones u dont kill will be traumatized for life
March 11, 200520 yr And while you are at it, learn to punctuate. It's not hard to add a period or a comma every few words. You're a pussy if you commit suicide. Joining the military sounds like a good idea. It will teach you that your life isn't as bad as you make it to be, because they will stomp the shit out of you if you bitch. Talk to that girl and set her shit straight. If she's gonna fuck with you, fuck her. She's a cunt anyways for the mind games. A fucking dirty cunt. And work... Just fucking quit. Find a new place. Change is good.
March 11, 200520 yr fucking give me enough confidence to kill my self thanks. Well, after reading all your crap, I came to the final conclusion of what you actually need, is the right boost of confidence. So, yeah, go on; you can do it. Go to this site, they'll give you lots of good tips! http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/ http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/snuffit1/snuffit1.jpg
March 11, 200520 yr I fucking hate my life fucking hate it so much. I know people have it worst than me. SHIT this sucks i have friends and shit, But i get deppresed for no reason. I can't sleep for shit Im always fucking tired in a shitty mood and this girl that i fucking love plays fucking mind games with me. i know she doesnt give a shit about me and it would make no fucking difference if i died tomorow. me in the other hand i would fucking die for her. Im too much of a coward to fucking tell her that i love her. i get nervous angry borderline pshycothic for no reason at work. somedays its ok. but most of the time its a shit life. i fucking get high now i never wanted to do drugs but its the only thing that gets me by. shit this girl in love with wow wtf girls dont want nice guys they want fucking assholes and want to be treated like shit fuck this world fuck you fuck me i fucking hate everyone even me im too much of a coward to kill myself now i go on everyday with this little hope that i have with her even though i know its never going to happen because she doesnt care. im not fucking bad looking at all i get compliments from other girls i dont fucking feel like talking about this to anybody so im posting it here sometimes i come home feeling like shit so ill go on cs and try go fucking make other peoples time misserable by cheating and crap i usually do a good job of it but it doesnt make me feel good for long i thing i know for sure is if i fucking go im going to fucking waste every fucking person in sight i fucking hate people everybody is scum i trust my friends but this isnt something they can help me with, im going to fucking go pshyco one day. ill fucking kill as many as i can with my bare hands until i am dead. fuck it if someone came up to and said your life will end today it would be the best day of my life. nobody ever gives a shit nobody ever will if they do it wont last for long love and romance is only in movies and books as soon as something better comes along for them they will fucking stab you in the back and leave you for it. fucking give me enough confidence to kill my self thanks. #1 Your life is meaningless. #2 That girl DOES NOT like you. #3 Your life is horrible. You're an insignificant speck in the universe, a mere blink in the eyes of everything. If you died, it wouldn't mean a thing. #4 Sucide is something that takes balls, balls you do NOT have. #5 You will most likely end up in a corner of a room, listening to Dashboard Confessionals, while using a razor to cause surface lacerations in the pathetic hope that you will induce pity from friends, family and acquaintences. So stop bitching and kill yourself. Why talk? If you're going to do it, do it. If you're not, then get the fuck over it. Oh yeah, Have a wonderful day <3
March 11, 200520 yr I fucking hate my life... I can't sleep for shit Im always fucking tired in a shitty mood and this girl that i fucking love plays fucking mind games with me. i know she doesnt give a shit about me and it would make no fucking difference if i died tomorow. i have the same fucking problem like u... Stay proud comrade.. life sux but hey in some years we're all dead in anyway so who carez? shit on it.. ;D http://www.volkermord.com/music/Jew%20Slaughter%20-%20Alcoholocaust/Jew%20Slaughter%20-%20Alcoholocaust%20-%2007%20-%20Jew%20Slaughter%20Whore.mp3 listen this makes me happy lol
March 11, 200520 yr Someone sticky this.... it made me cry for about 17 minutes..... because I was laughing so hard. rifk I second that motion, stop moaning emo fag no-one gives a shit
March 11, 200520 yr Author lol my life is fine me and her are going out again so :P i just owned you all 95% of the shit i said was bullshit :blahb:
March 11, 200520 yr Well, after reading all your crap, I came to the final conclusion of what you actually need, is the right boost of confidence. So, yeah, go on; you can do it. Go to this site, they'll give you lots of good tips! http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/ http://www.churchofeuthanasia.org/snuffit1/snuffit1.jpg very logical, given the circumstances.
March 12, 200520 yr you fucking faggot emo kid, go listen to "my heartless november dying in a thousand dead words of a barren snow field of hornless unircorns of ada" that so a good fucking band blouse boy hahaha faggot. kill yourself and stop lying we all know your not goiing out with her.
